We're stocking our empty pockets with remnants of what we had said

It’s been quite a decent amount of time since my last post, I’d apologise but considering the series of events that occurred during my absence, if I did I would revoke it in a matter of minutes. If there were a word that could summarise the words exhilarating, stressful, inspiring, beautiful and life changing then I would not hesitate to use it in every sentence when talking about College. However, at the moment I am not aware of one so perhaps ‘preposterous’ would do. Yes, life has been all that and more these last four months. I was lead onto a road that transpired into a train track that swept me off my feet. At the moment I am merely stationary, only to depart to not College, but another destination (several, actually) in July.

Nonetheless, I’ve missed you all and what I do apologise for is not keeping myself updated on your entries- a task that is currently being penciled in to my agenda. But first, to take a few steps outside these doors and see what has changed in dear ol’ 'home'.

This is it...

Two days to NY!
Four days to Earlham!

I'm excited, yet at the same time I could be so much more. Should the blame be on him? Possibly. But I can't find it in myself to. I'm just hoping it'll take a good/great turn soon.

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January 3rd, 2009.
Not a good day, at all.
Actually, I think I have mixed emotions about it.

Great.