Cheers, Darlin'

I don't know if i should keep hanging on, and waiting, wishing, praying for you to come back. To be as we were, as we should be, as we promised and convinced ourselves years ago that we would be. I miss you. God, how much i miss you. I want to make that move, to do something to show that i care, but will that be enough? Is it ever enough?

I've been let down once, should i go for a second then hopefully, third time will have it's charm? Is the humiliation, and pain worth it? It should be, just as long as things turn back to what they once were.

But I'm scared, I'm scared that you will (further) push me away. That you will learn to live without me (you possibly have) and everything that we were, will mean nothing, will be nothing. Just a distant memory that you blame yourself for wasting precious years of your life on.

I will make that move, but when the time is right, in a few weeks time i say. You have your problems right now, and i don't want to be the reason behind further distress. Maybe, just maybe, you will believe me this time around.